If you really are doing for others out of love you don’t need for your actions to be acknowledged. Most people move for reciprocation, you aren’t wrong for it but that’s why you take everything personal. Keep it real with yourself and never expect others to be like you.
I was born for romantic love, Sunday funday, quality time, lying on the chest of the person I love, spending time with my loved ones, little gestures, feeling deeply, all of it.
Being attractive but neurodivergent is such a weird experience because people become fascinated with your appearance. Then uncomfortable when they realize you require depth, honesty, reassurance, patience, and emotional intelligence.