the constant fight between not wanting people to see my cuts but also wanting them to see but not wanting them to say anything but wanting them to say something but
just saw one of my friends weighting herself and being so dumbfounded saying “no i can’t be underweight, that can’t be right ??” and laughing and genuinely confused and i was just SO JEALOUS OF HER it’s so fucking triggering and she didn’t even mean it but i just want to die