Spent Halloween in Phoenix and thought my life would take a new direction finally, but I ended up back in Vermont … and at this point it feels like I can’t get away from this state. But where else could I go anyway? It seems like there’s truly no place like “home” on this earth.
no longer at the mercy of anything or anyone that is intimidated by how brightly i shine. only interested in energy that encourages me to be at my most vivid self while also recognizing that the same light exists within them because i’m a mirror.
@animalologist Your heart is so beautiful … you absolutely deserve to find someone new and utterly amazing who can lift you up and surprise you … in ways that you previously could not even imagine.
@seanonolennon That doesn’t bode well for someone in my situation if one who has been privileged by a lifetime of love and support still has to ask that.
@iambrillyant But what if a person recognizes that the cultural abyss they’re physically trapped within makes it impossible to enjoy a relationship with their own self, because their self is stuck in a state of shock and pain over the very real lack of Love from the only others “available”?
Current thinking…
I want to make the map of my universe so fun that I never get tired of building it out, hopefully for eternity…So I’ll build it out with only the best data. The type data that resonates & vibes, the type of data that I’ll always enjoy gathering for eternity.
shooting stars, satellites, and drips of dreams on final flight; radiant emissions, brilliantly burning as a billion wishes scattered across the night. remnants part of everything in sight and beyond. so forgive us if we rise before the sun; an urge within to break apart and fly.