terry ꩜ semi-recovery !

#edrtwt #foodtwt bmi 18.1

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i weigh exactly 50kg FINALLY

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

@al13ng1rrl THAT HAPPENED TO ME TOO AT SOME POINT

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i got a galaxy fit 3 ! ! ! i can trust it when it says i burnt more calories right since it's recording my hr ? ?

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

im in semi-recovery rn and. . . it's all so weird & difficult :( im spiraling

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i just hit 40k steps 🙂

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

we cooked today #foodtwt #edrtwt #mealspo

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i just binged 2500cal but my daily average for the past week is 1700cal so it should be ok

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

these chocolate bars are the best thing in the world , each weighs 30-33grams & has 150 - 160kcal which is not bad & its conveniently portioned theyre so good

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

is it worth it telling my best friends that i have an ed ( im not underweight yet & i dont have any health issues ) ? :( i feel very alone with them & they can't understand me unless i talk #edrtwt

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

im surrounded by a ton of sweets im not even joking my house is FULL of them . pray for me i cant fall into this pit i will never recover

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i want a bag of doritos so BADLY i will buy one & eat it as i run laps

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

an old lady just caught me bodychecking im dying 😭🙏

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i do not want to live like this forever will this end

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

anyways ! new lw ! i am losing so slowly bc im trying to erase those few days of intense binging :(

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i deserve to feel hunger. but i do not deserve to eat

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i packed my lunchbox for tomorrow at school & it lowk looks anorexic but idc

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

guys pls help me how do i heal my gut & debloat 🫠 ive been eating a lot of oats & fruit & veggies , ive been tracking my fiber intake & i have been eating 25-30g per day #edrtwt

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

@strbwmochi 400-500 sometimes 600

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

i love stovetop oatmeal that's my current obsession

[terry ꩜ semi-recovery ! @loversbones]

the only perk my ed gave me is the fact that my mom will literally buy me any food i ask for 🤤