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ᅠᅠ

❝ 𝒊m  searching for  my 𝒎𝐮𝐬𝐞 while 𝒕hey’re searching for my  𝒇𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞. ❞

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<<< 𝒘atching * 𝒕𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

locked on the house for signs of ezra.

𝒕onight is the night —— he’s gonna tell her exactly how he feels , gonna makes his move. 💭

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

𝒆lation , pure elation , that’s the only way to describe how he felt when ezra agreed to go with him —— a date , their first date ! he can die happy .. ++

[ֶָ֢ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍* ‍ ‍ 𝕬𝗧𝗧𝗔𝗚͟𝗜͟𝗥𝗟 ‍ ‍ ‍ ! ‍ ‍ @BCWlTCHED]

⠀ feels like god finally listened to the desperate prayers all about him, the obsession spilling out of each one———almost chokes on the beverage, remains astonished for such request, even if she has been

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

she’d complimented him on once months ago had been his choice. for her. just her.

𝒘ith a drink in hand harrison stood in the crowded back yard , sipping with some friends , eyes ++

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

𝒆very single night.

[͏ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ᴸᴵⱽᴵᴺᴳ 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋 ᢉ𐭩 @venicues]

⠀

do you see me in
your 𝒅reams?

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[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

hoping that maybe you’d want to go to the kappa party with me this weekend ? .. ”

𝒃older than usual, hands in his pockets, internally screaming.

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

𝒕he kiss just about melts him, knowing how he’ll think of it for weeks on end —— he’s never fallen this hard before. ever.

“ 𝒚ou’re welcome, ez .. hope you like ++

[ֶָ֢ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍* ‍ ‍ 𝕬𝗧𝗧𝗔𝗚͟𝗜͟𝗥𝗟 ‍ ‍ ‍ ! ‍ ‍ @BCWlTCHED]

⠀ lightly widened optics as she gently grabs the gifted coffee cup, delighted. feels such happiness raise to her cheeks and make them redden. 〝 my favourite … such a 𝒈entleman———thank you. 〞 fully unaware

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

it. ” he’d add , a rush going through him as she brings the brim to her lips. their first 𝒌𝐢𝐬𝐬. 💭

“ 𝒊 actually totally had an agenda with that coffee —— i was ++

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

i do. but if you can’t even trust me after everything .. i .. ” voila , now it’s him pointing the finger. giving the illusion he’s trying to compose himself.

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

𝒉ook , line and sinker —— he should really get into acting. 💭

𝒅eliberately harrison didn’t look at her, just shoving things into his bag and wiping away the ++

[͏ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ᴸᴵⱽᴵᴺᴳ 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋 ᢉ𐭩 @venicues]

𝓱er voice was soft. quieter than usual. like she hated how wrong she had been. how quickly her mind turned to worst-case scenarios. her fingers lingered on his arms, thumbs brushing the fabric of his sleeves, like she needed to feel he +

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

stray one or two crocodile tears that rolled down his cheeks. “ just forget it , it’s stupid —— ” a voice crack, unintentional but welcome.

“ 𝒊 love you, alexis .. ++

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

his bag, head hanging as if he’d just been kicked in the heart. is she buying it .. ? 💭

“ 𝒘hatever, it was a dumb idea —— just —— just keep em’ .. i’m sorry . ” crocodile tears incoming.

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

𝒕hink, harrison. 𝒕𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤.

“ .. 𝒚ou totally spoilt the surprise —— ” he’d huff, flicking the second polaroid onto the table. turn it around, play the perfect boyfriend.

“ 𝒕hey’re for a ++

[͏ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ᴸᴵⱽᴵᴺᴳ 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋 ᢉ𐭩 @venicues]

𝓱is apology was like a confession. guilty. so much that she could tell that the second photo wasn’t an accident. she wasn’t stupid. she didn’t know he’d taken these photos. and it seemed he wanted it that way.

“ say something! “

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

collage i wanted to gift you —— a mixed media piece .. y’know for 𝒖𝐬. something you could keep. i thought it’d be nice .. commemorative. ”

𝒔hoving the rest of his belongings back into ++

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

𝒃rought @BCWlTCHED their favourite coffee .. ( totally didn’t take a sip before he gave it to her just so it’d be like they’d kissed 🙂‍↔️ )

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

“ 𝒑lease don’t be mad , lex .. ” a last ditch effort to save himself , borderline puppy dog eyes meeting hers. don’t cry, don’t cry. 💭

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

𝒘ith his heartbeat ringing in his ears , harrison shakily took his backpack in hand and obeyed her request. there were two in the bag, that he knew, all he had to do was breathe. ++

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“𝓲t was poking out of your bag. so. in that case. can you dump everything out and 𝓹rove it’s not what i think … that there’s not anything else”
a deep breath. taking one step back.

“ ‘cause you’re really 𝒔caring me. “

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

you find it ? ” divert. share the blame.

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

𝒑anic, sheer blind panic as she questions him. he doesn’t know what to say, practically shaking—— it’s not like he can tell her about his 𝒄𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. stupid, stupid, stupid. 💭 ++

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𝓪 curious look crosses her features. one hand fanning her face with the photo. lips pressed together. slight head tilt.

“ you tell me .. “
she’s more confused and sad than angry. at least right now.

“ what is this? “
she flicks the +

[* 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍 @lovesicksnaps]

“ 𝒍ex .. i— it— you know i’m a photographer , it’s just work. that’s all .. lighting tests and naturalistic shots and— ” heart pounding, knees weak. this is beyond bad. “ where did ++