jade ❤️‍🩹

ethan nestor is the light of my life thank you for listening

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

be patient stupid fuck, you found it 2 months later.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

i dont think i’ll be able to find the kind of love and care i yearn for in this lifetime.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

coming back to this account to show off our rings.

[down bad comments @downbadcomment]

😭😭

[Against Suicide @AgainstSuicide]

Today might have been terrible, but tomorrow is brand new.

Don't let the awfulness of today ruin what tomorrow could turn out to be.

[૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა @maidenprincesss]

nabokov was a victim of CSA himself and have told several times that he didnt want little girls in the cover… not only did they disrespect his wishes but the way it’s sold and marketed throughout the years have damaged the real meaning of the book

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

anyway, i’ll keep writing useless, depressing essays that i dont even have to write just to distract myself.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

i dont think i’ll ever meet someone like this and that hurts.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

im very traumatized when it comes to this stuff and i’d rather die alone than be with another person who sees me as just my body. but i dont want to be alone forever. i wish love will be something i can experience one day, without any expectations.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

@cringepicture RARELY?!!! you rarely hurt a THREE year old?!!! yes, i am beyond delighted that you are homeless now. “age is not an excuse for bigotry” well, being queer is not an excuse for abusing a literal toddler. kys.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

@TextsAuras

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

ah yes, my man.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

@denimjenes @UAnocontext this one is my fucking favorite. if i remember correctly it was from the paying for hypnosis video, but i might be way off. its been forever lol

[ethan @ethannestor]

“how brug is it?”

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

leaving for uni feels more like running away with an excuse, than it feels like leaving for uni.

and maybe it is.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

@ArchBudzar because i didnt know when i’d get to have all my siblings in one embrace again. theyre flawed sisters, flawed women, and flawed people. but i love them all the same. sometimes i dont like them, but i always love them. growing up alone has been tough, and i still miss them daily.

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

@ArchBudzar my sisters left home and escaped my father’s abuse when i was around 11-12. we havent been reunited since that year, but a few weeks ago we all got together since they wanted to celebrate my 18th birthday. i found myself tolerating things we used to fight about ++

[august @ahhguts]

what the fuck 😭

[jade ❤️‍🩹 @lovingeef]

idk what to do with myself.