RAGDOLL

i ♡ m a ghost when i walk in, holy spirit when i walk out ✈️~🏥~🇯🇵

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I finally took initiative to change my life and none of that matters now

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Literally feels like I actually lost my mind

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I’ve barely been eating and my stomach is huge

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@crvckwhvre What kind please try to throw them up and talk to me

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Now that I’m having 100 physical pregnancy symptoms I’m actually freaking out unlike the other times where it was just a mental game

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My hormones ruined my life

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Like I promised god and myself that I would move across the country next month and salvage my life. So I’m actually terrified of being pregnant now even though it’s something I swore I wanted

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I’m getting a pregnancy test tomorrow, last time I tested I was only 15 days past ovulation and I heard implantation can take up to 12 days so maybe it was too early? I feel like a fucking psycho for continuing to obsess over this but this time feels real

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My tweets aren’t working wtf

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Anyone else drink liquids with a spoon as if it was fucking soup or something because it’s more satisfying or is that just me??

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@skiinny8 Yessss

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Why do I deserve to live when my own family didn’t even love me?

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Me: I think I want McDonald’s
My ed:

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me when my mutuals tell me im pretty

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my ed vs me

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Holy shit I was so small

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im so exhausted like is this worth it

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My parents house has mold and dust so bad that it destroyed my health and I don’t even have a room I sleep on the couch so it sucks that my (possible) baby and I won’t be accommodated or welcomed here.