susu ☽𖤐☾

edtwt • 27 • vegan 🌱 • bmi 20.2 • minors dni pls •

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

brain is not functioning today i wanna go home and be by myself so bad

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

night so ass i feel dead

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

freezing, tired, lowkey feeling sick
work is going to be a blast today

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

idc if it's cringe i'm gonna keep making those because it's satisfying 💕

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

december is overrr

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

✨🙏🙏🙏✨
<50 kg
&
healthy
&
no hair loss
for 2026
pls
✨🙏🙏🙏✨

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

look what my colleague gave me omg
i am unworthy of such kindness 😭🩷

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

huge emotional devastation has occurred in life

back on this app to feel miserable and punish myself

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

so i found out i might be autistic

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

been thinking about starting to purge again but it's so addictive and it always made me so tired that i had to lay down so it was always kinda time consuming.
maybe i'm just gonna stick to exercise purging but idk.

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

more like ppl being dumb as shit saying "if i lost weight i'd be anorexic hahahahaha" because they think it's a synonym for underweight

[Jinx of edtwt ✘ ͜ ✘🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @skinnysapphic]

non disordered people are WAYYY too comfortable making jokes about eating disorders

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

the models for the store i work at look so normal/healthy so browsing fashion from other stores online has me triggered af

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

my restriction/deficit has been embarrassing lately but at least there's been no fainting or hair loss in a long time sooooo that's at least something?

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

i need a good fasting app but they're all kinda ugly :((

[☆ èva (*ゝω･*) 🦢♡ @fleqsuvy]

me when my diet soda tastes a little like regular soda at a restaurant

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

Not even at work yet and already excited to go back home

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

sometimes i go running just because i'm not really interested in my other hobbies anymore. plus the calories burned give me some slight happy chemicals for a short time

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

10h shift today but at least it burns calories amirite

[susu ☽𖤐☾ @lowcal_goth]

was tired
ran 10k
still so tired