val is in recovery ???

she/her~21~TW: SH&EH kinda recovered Minors DNI

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

EDtwt intro

♡20
♡not new but recently relapsed
♡EDtwt
♡ugw:95lbs
♡very active
♡kuromi, alt fashion
♡/ ⟳ to be moots

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

Also I was recently turned down by a guy who was a chubby chaser, that was also oddly validating. Like damn I’m not fat enough for you, hell yeah, i actually feel a lil skinny for once

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

This is a lil fucked up but it’s validating when a dude who is outwardly fatphobic is into you. Like damn you really hate fat bitches and you don’t hate me, so am I actually skinny?

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

It just sucks that life keeps on leading me back here. Everytime I think that life is getting good it knocks me down again

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

I haven’t SH in over a year but I might just relapse again tonight. I just feel like I need it. I need to feel that pain again.

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

Hey yall I’m back. My health has gotten bad, I found out that I might have cervical cancer because my ex gave me a highly cancerous strain of HPV. I want to SH so bad. I’m starting to get so depressed again im losing my mind

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

It’s fine… everything’s fine 😭

Like my thighs are a huge insecurity. Fuckkkk

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

@S0FTNSADCALS Thank you 🥲

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

Hey y’all, I wanted to come back on here to say that I’ve been working on recovering. I’ve done pretty swell. Im probably still gonna post on twt here and there. But that’s why I’ve been gone. I’m trying to get better :))

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

So I haven’t told my therapist yet or any of my friends because just in case I relapsed, I could go back and be undetected. I think tomorrow I’m gonna tell my therapist when I see her. The food noise is getting loud again and I’m just now starting to feel okay with my body

[chaae (daily “meanspo”) @chaaespace]

saying you’ve only lost five pounds is like finding a five dollar bill on the ground and ripping it in half just because it was “only five dollars”.

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

@jageunsunri 26.6 😭🔫

[val is in recovery ??? @lowcal_val]

@dietd0llx Yessss!!! If you do you should add me on it!!!

[🌸vera✰ @dietd0llx]

Having pretty privilege is really nice

[dia @intellectualspo]

Crave being skinny more than you crave food