mello

21 ☀️ • ❔gbmi 22.0 ❔ugbmi 16.5 • alien in hiding

[mello @lowcalalien]

I say, while eating like I’m still in the 160s 🤡

[mello @lowcalalien]

140s release me please

[mello @lowcalalien]

@miranglosaxon8 The majority of your hormone cycle stays the same even if you don’t ovulate or shed lining, unless due to. The other big reason one would lose their cycle 😅

[mello @lowcalalien]

@miranglosaxon8 Yes! I lost my period for years but would get a lot of water retention and gas bloating regardless. I had my period every 4 months and, like clockwork, every four months after loosing it I’d puff up like a balloon 🎈

[mello @lowcalalien]

Purged at work even tho I didn’t binge 🤡 just puking up old sandwich for the love of the game

[mello @lowcalalien]

Just realized I’ve finally, after 8 years of bulimia, cut my bmi in half from 50 😭

[mello @lowcalalien]

210 vs 140 but I??? Look the same??? Even my back fat stuck around 🫩 when should I expect changes if not between 70 pounds

[mello @lowcalalien]

@fatalfeverdream I was misdiagnosed with BPD for about two years until I got a professional who actually followed criteria and figured out I have ASPD lol. Like my symptoms and presentation were nowhere close to BPD once someone took the time to look at my brain instead of my genitals

[mello @lowcalalien]

@stonerexicchai IMO they can be an addiction but I would add that there’s an immense blend of ocd and addiction symptoms present

[mello @lowcalalien]

Glow up era this time 🙏

[mello @lowcalalien]

@vicsdi4ry Thank you. And please do the same 🫶

[mello @lowcalalien]

65lb difference and I feel horribly pathetic. Such a fucking fatass. Losing another 25 will save me surely 👍

[mello @lowcalalien]

B/p save me

[mello @lowcalalien]

My store manager is trying to set up a love triangle between the last three rollovers left (me included)

[mello @lowcalalien]

@saucemaxxing At any point it would be considered helpful for you. They’re an aid meant to be used, use them! I used them for about two years (‘24 + ‘25) after my ed caused bladder incontinence, and I might have to start using them again this year if it gets worse. There’s no shame to it.

[mello @lowcalalien]

~148lb but my phone was about to die and I was rushing

Why does my torso look like that. I’m such a whale

[mello @lowcalalien]

And I wonder why I’m maintaining 🤡

[mello @lowcalalien]

This + another piece of salmon was 969c.

[mello @lowcalalien]

Went from 26.1 to 26.9 I need to die I can’t do this 😭

[mello @lowcalalien]

Maintaining high 140s I want to kms omggggg