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[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

I usually just lurk but i did wanna say that despite how distraught i was about gaining all the weight i had lost back, i am now back down to bmi 19.4 🥹
still pretty sad that i gained all that weight b4 my wedding & my pictures will always be a reminder of that but we persevere

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

Danced for four hours on Saturday, woke up two lbs lighter on Sunday, ate one meal on Sunday, 2 lbs heavier on Monday, eat way less on Monday and walk 11k steps, .4 lbs heavier on Tuesday 🫩 what the fuckkk bro. I am way too heavy for this to be happening

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

@litleweird I did not like the ranch the texture was crazy

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

@litleweird I’ve used a few of their dressings and syrups and i don’t think they’re that bad if you don’t taste them straight up and you go into it with the mindset that it’s going to taste like ana 🤷‍♀️

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

Yall wanna talk abt foods that taste like ana… this shit is so nasty
it’s like eating a foam mattress topper, in taste snd texture. I still eat it tho bc it’s 35cals a slice 😔

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

@fattykals u too girl ❤️

[sunday @mooddeteriorate]

istg as soon as i start to eat food again it opens the floodgates and i can’t stop… restricting is so much easier if i just eat as little as possible rather than trying to have balance or whatever

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

i never make my meals look pretty btw I’m terrible at presentation all i care about is that it kills my cravings

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

current fav meals I’ve been eating

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

mind u i got married during this so now i can’t even look at my wedding pictures without crying about how good i could’ve looked if i hadn’t ruined everything

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

so here’s the deal
>started at 180lbs
>got down to 105lbs!!!
>Everyone in my life begged me to recover so i tried
>Uhoh it’s actually BED
>159lbs 🫩
>time to start all over again 😞

[🪐 @emmasarchivee]

whoever said that fasting gives you mental clarity and focus is the biggest liar ever

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

Im like actually so mad i lost so much progress
This time last year i was thirty pounds lighter hahaha i hate myself and my terrible motabilism and everyone in my life who force fed me shit telling me it was the only way to get better

[rev @revpooch]

when a weird guy is hot it’s rlly cool but when a hot guy is weird it’s seriously so scary

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

Im literally overcome with joy I’ve never felt this relieved or happy after stepping on a scale
I feel so full that it’s honestly uncomfortable but I’m somehow a whole pound and a half lighter?????? I don’t understand how or why but I’m so happy

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

i never post on here anymore i really only lurk these days but i binged last night for the first time in months and i LOST weight
I’m actually sobbing with relief i ate three burritos and a large fry from taco b*ll i was convinced id have gained like two and half lbs at least

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

Not me chewing and spitting in the bathroom at work bc they bought us pizza 😀 im so lame

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

Does anyone else feel like their ears are going to explode when they purge sometimes bc I’m concerned

[kas🥀 @lowcalkas]

Wish i could carry a little collapsible scale in my pocket so i could weigh myself after each meal regardless of where i am