coffee_bird

Vent acc, edtwt. Pro-recovery-ish. Some shtwt. DMs open if you just need to talk/vent. she/her, 17
Please block, don’t report!
(I'm u/espresso_aviary)

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

I keep taking “before” pictures every time I start to restrict but I keep getting drunk and going straight to binge phases so now I just have a year long series of me getting fatter lol

[Frog and Toad Bot @FrogandToadbot]

“Yes,” said Frog, reaching for a cookie, “we need willpower.”

“What is willpower?” asked Toad.

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

I don’t want my ed to take over my life but at this point I don’t really have a choice and I kinda deserve it idk

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

Starving after months of compulsive eating feels so bad it’s good

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

Wow ok so typos:
* awake
* rn

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

I’m putting myself in serious danger by being alive run but I have work to do lol

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

I’m putting myself in serious danger by being alive run but I have work to do lol

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

tiny kitty video #tinykittyvideo

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

I now know several people on here (and r3ddit) who are definitely dead and it’s just. Why am I still here.

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

tiny kitty video #tinykittyvideo

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

I can’t really feel anything anymore, even pain. I shouldn’t complain bc I have a bed and roof over my head but I think I miss caring about stuff. It’s not even the empty feeling there’s just nothing. I should kms but I don’t have the energy to prepare or make a note. I’m so dumb

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

now I miss feelings

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

I'm so sick of feelings

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

do people read these

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

edtwt I want to up my intake what should it be

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

could my goddamn hair maybe commit to staying on my head for once

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

@mnholbs am i just a walking stereotype??

maybe🦙

[Frog and Toad Bot @FrogandToadbot]

'Frog,' said Toad, 'let us eat one very last cookie, and then we will stop.'

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

just had pickled beans for dinner

[coffee_bird @lowcaloriebeans]

@MoonnBunni H