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venn/v ♡ 22 ♡ they/xe/ae ♡ fatphobes dni ♡ 17+ acc ♡ cluster b + did system ♡ free palestine ♡ @vennbackup in case i get sussed

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the way i have enough of a gap between my thighs when i sit down that i tried to close my legs to stop a drink i spilled from ending up on the couch and it just fell through

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WHY AM I LOSING OFF OF MY WAIST INSTEAD OF MY HIPS I DON’T FUCKING WANT THESE CHILDBEARING AHH HIPS 😭😭 (first pic is last month, second is today)

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edtwt PLEASE be honest (and harsh) what do you think my bmi is

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edtwt PLEASE be honest (and harsh) what do you think my bmi is

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got a comment this week about how tiny my wrists are and how my fingers are boney <333 we getting there

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i’ve barely been able to walk bc i’ve been so busy but that’s officially over now so i’m pulling up with at least 15k today and gonna push for 10k all week

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i censored a lot for privacy but look at the fucking arm size difference??

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y’all i feel so skinny, i’m getting a tat and we had to make the font smaller because my arm was too small to fit the original font

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slowly achieving lanky transmasc vibes

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64,9 kg!! a kg until i’m back at my lw!!

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HALLELUJAH I DID LOSE‼️‼️

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guys how tf am i not losing while being on a 500 to 1000 cal deficit?? is it bc i eat too many carbs?? am i gaining muscle from walking over 10k every day?? like wtf. i went down to 65kg and now i’m consistently 66+ again i’m gonna fucking LOSE MY MIND‼️‼️‼️

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barking screeching losing my mind bc i can’t tell if i’ve lost 👹👹👹

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guys how tf am i not losing while being on a 500 to 1000 cal deficit?? is it bc i eat too many carbs?? am i gaining muscle from walking over 10k every day?? like wtf. i went down to 65kg and now i’m consistently 66+ again i’m gonna fucking LOSE MY MIND‼️‼️‼️

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being a mix of ana and bed is so funny bc i’m keeping my body on it’s toes fr 💀 like are we rawdogging life at 350 cals or are we eating 2500 in one go? nobody knows! not even me!

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i just fasted for like 20+ hours without trying to and then had quark with honey and i deadass feel so fine I’M LOCKED TF IN‼️‼️

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one of our insta moots is neck deep in an ed and is probably like bmi 13 and kept complaining about how his doctor wouldn’t let him do refeeding at home when he was literally shrinking daily and he constantly posts bodychecks but claims he wants to recover like bro 💀

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i’m sorry but this insta note of one of our mutuals sent me 💀

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goal is currently to lose another kg by next week, i’ll put wednesday as my timeline and i think i can do it. and if i can, then i only have 4kg to go until next gw and i don’t think losing 1kg per week is unrealistic at all tbh. and then i can take it a tiny bit easier.

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FUCK YEAHH I’M FINALLY FUCKING LOSING HALLE FUCKING LUJAH GOD IS REAL‼️‼️ a kg down!! I can do this, 5 more to go to next gw, i can do that, i still have 4 weeks.

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@chokeonsorrow tbh i don’t think it’s bad. even if you weren’t giving that to them, they’d probably get it from somewhere else and potentially get mixed up in much worse substances or at least a bad crowd. i’ve done similar things for underage mentally ill friends when i was 18-20.