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UGHHH day sucks mothers boyfriend is home

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Huh. Looked through my old posts. Basil a few months ago was kinda loser. Im like awesome now. i go outside now

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Got my little brother a like. Truck. Dunno the english word. For his birthday and he was so excited too and aaaAHHH i love my siblings so much and he always smiles at me so adorably i really need to get over my fear of being within arms reach of toddlers. Theyre just so grimy.

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Oh yeah i realized again germany is always a year late to trends. Capybaras JUST reached us! Okay like two months ago but still. Its okay though cuz they make my sister happy and i would kill for that big tooth smile

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I wonder if im annoying someone's notifications. Hello if i am.

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My brother called nightcore bad the other day btw. Insulted me and my entire bloodline.
Its okay though cuz then he cooked yummy breakfast

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I love posting. I am postmaxxing. Tumblr is full of tadc spoilers and i am scared. My only comfort is knowing today i will see my sweet babygirl qifrey in 4k again.

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I am an absolute pro get me in that digital circus i'll get out in five minutes

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ive been avoiding social media to the point i am on level 400something on a shitty mobile game. Glitch productions will feel my wrath one day

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To be fair i wasnt better at that age i refused to let anyone throw away my deflated balloons and mystery magazine bags

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ok so my little sisters appearently got into those squishy dumplings. one of them got a golden (?) one. She looked so adorable and excited i could not tell her that her already broken piss coloured squishy will probably just take up space in her room next week.

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I feel like every few seconds i need to remind myself not to break down and yell and bash my head into a wall
but like i feel very numb at the same time like the part that wants to break down is not even part of me

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Oh god i am gonna LOSE IT i cant grieve because if im upset my mama will be upset and then the rest of the house will be upset and i feel like im about to explode at all times. I. Heard him take his last breath and it was on a fucking trash can why is my therapist gone

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i hope that whenever i go "oh dear." at the prices at handmade stuff at a renfair it is not because i think they are overpriced. Its me repeatedly realizing i have 0 euros in my pocket at the moment and still really want that piece.

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Dont know if we can keep our last rabbit. I love him and saying goodbye might make me claw off my skin but rabbits are social animals. And i dont think im able to accept another bunny into my life right now

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my bunny died yesterday
Not sure how to cope so I'll put it away until i do
I heard him. Like. I heard a heavy sigh and honk from him and then. I couldnt look at him anymore
We buried him next to Nora

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Wearing my cute sleepwear just because i'll sweat my balls off if i wear anything thicker than paper

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I see all those animes with school trips and think, wow i sure wish i couldve had a normal school life, it would've been so fun! And then i remember the one time i did go on a full school trip and im pretty sure everyone was bullying me there. I did get to see bats though.

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my therapist told me to use ai for something mental health related a few months ago. Dunno what it was we were talking about. Like okay why am i here even

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Hate when i have to pee in inside clothes. I had to twice today. Why cant i pee while comfortable in my sleep clothes. Send help.