jax ✩࿐

ed diary + vent

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

im taking a hiatus but ill be back soon!! just need a social media break and hopefully im like down 5lbs by then

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

i just read 50 pages of a book like ok productive

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

mmmmmm yummmm

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

@oooutofstyleee edibles 100%

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

ok i just got back down to my lw thank god

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

does anyone know how to break a youtube addiction i literally spend all my free time on there

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

ik the scale is going to be higher so im gonna weigh myself for motivation i deserve to feel like shit

[deadgirl.mp3 @z0mbje]

who up feeling anti-american and radically pro-transgender

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

@indigotaway no i agree, like i like chocolate but if i had cookies and cakes in my kitchen i would never eat them all before they went bad, like its not satisfying to eat after the initial bites. savory things i have a harder time not eating if theyre sitting there.

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

no im actually terrible bc scrolling through my posts i constantly say how much i overate but guys i swear i do lose weight i am the best ana please believe me

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

oh btw i got a job offer! i dont start until june 8th so until then i have time for myself, i might be a bit more inactive as im trying to establish healthier routines and do offline activites like rn im gonna learn a dance!

[🍦Sana ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི @sxnxcals]

G!selle thinspo that triggers my ed 🌞

a 🧵 for #edtwt

♡ & ↻ appreciated

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

i need to get into this mindset

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

i knew for a fact i was honeymooning bc i keep overeating now like fuck

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

i really do not want to keep being forced to eat dinner

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

idk if i just have body dysmorphia or i actually literally gained like 10lbs the past two weeks i feel like i look huge like my whole frame seems so wide

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

i literally hate myself

[ハロへそ @hello_heso]

流石に細すぎる

[jax ✩࿐ @lowkca1]

guys look at my nails