@MindHaste No. They fall in love with a perfect image of you that fits high stature they think they have. Yet they feel threatened by that perfect image because you are a competition to them since only they can be perfect so will put you down constantly. None of this involves the real you.
Some books while expensive, are still worth every bit.
But I understand that a student or young working professional, one may not have that ability to spend.
I certainly didn't when young.