but the way sadness took over again. i’d rather be feeling a little better but kinda numb than feeling like i’m going to be gone any second. i love you all though<33
yeah nvm it’s been like 10minutes since i downloaded twitter back and logged on. i am deleting it again because in those 10 my mood changed completely. i wanted to celebrate harry’s birthday and louis’ first show kickoff because i don’t feel like i’m a good enough fan if i don’t.
hiii, i uninstalled twitter from my phone while ago because i needed a break, if you need to talk or need absolutely anything my instagram is @/ sarra.rv
i love torturing myself by not sleeping so that i’m very tired and vulnerable which makes me emotional and i’m more likely to cry over the tiniest thing so i feel something 🥰
not sure how to feel about this, it’s been next to me for the part 3 hours that i had a whole conversation about her with my friend where he had to tell me this sentance w/many others “tara would be proud to have you sacrifice yourself for her memory”.