My professor who taught comparative history of religions told us, once he did Ramadan in Vatican during his study, and everyone knew he was fasting. Came iftar time, he expected a feast but all they offered was a piece of bread and soup. A priest saw his disappointment and said:
do people just check out the person they used to have crush on once in a while? just to see their latest pfp or even how's their lives in case you get carried away π€ͺ
i think it really was my dad in my dream because he didn't talk.. and I remember last night was like narrating my own dream to be something that came up good.
at this point, I'd love to escape somehwee people don't know me at all and create a brand new persona, let go of things that have caused me pain and people who never understand and don't even try and just live my life and be happy.