my issues dont feel real to anyone but me. i cant talk about anything without feeling like im being stupid and just needlessly whining so I hardly saying anything at all anymore
i wish my ed didnt act as a major road block for fucking everything.
sorry i cant go out because i have to eat dinner before 9:30pm, sorry i cant take that pych med that might fix me cus it may make me gain, sorry im so hesitant to work bc im scared my body couldn't handle it
@LILYedtwtifb https://t.co/eNConDEbV0
this is the one i have, very small outside of the beep it makes when turning it on and off its surprisingly quiet as long as the belt stays oiled if thats something thats important to you
@mikeywayl0v3r ive seen plently of people here talking about getting euphoric over getting dizzy and feeling empty (which is nausea) how's it any different? use ur brain
@somniumlunare the answer is usually anything <20 and not only that but if ur not used to being a little extra boney and tendoney you nick tf out of ur ankles ๐
seeing a growing amount of ppl on here who are so anti 'proana' that they just end up complaining abt every aspect of edtwt. if all you want edtwt to be is venting buy a diary. social media has always facilitated an inherently encouraging ed space online.
i will never stop preaching about how insensitive people are to disordered people with a high sw. this poor girl hasnt eaten in 3 days and people are being so cruel. im just saying that they wouldnt react the same if she was underweight making the same post ๐ซฉ
i feel like such a failure at everything i ever do. im tired of feeling frustrated and like im going crazy ,im just exhausted and upset with myself now