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[lucas @lucasisuncool]

psych ward blood splatter 😛

i’m getting so creative with the tools of choice. think i hit mid-deep styro

#shtwt #suicidetwt #988twt #shedtwt

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

i feel such a deep disgust towards myself

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

really considering falling off a bridge rn

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

#shedtwt #slittwt #suicidetwt

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@ShouldntEvenTry twin

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@begmeloll wait sorry that was mean i would genuinely do it but the psych ward staff would see

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

ok i like it picasso #shedtwt #suicidetwt #slittwt

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@begmeloll EEEYEUCK

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

is anyone else terrified of themselves

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

theyre threatening to clean my blood wall oh hell nahhhh #shedtwt #slittwt #suicidetwt

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

#shedtwt #shtwt #slitwt #suicidetwt

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@kai7282773 i’d much rather cut!! i’m in a mental hospital right now so it’s hard to get any tools to slice my shi clean open with 😕 headbanging offers a release and it’s so numbing for my mind but it’s just so disruptive and i always get blood in my hair

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

bang!! pow!!! 💥

#slittwt #shtwt #988twt #suicidetwt #shedtwt

i tried to stop self harming, but all i did was switch methods (to headbanging). at least i have a fringe to hide it? it doesn’t even feel like self harm because it’s not cutting. i just wish it wasn’t so loud

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@kai7282773 i highkey do not understand what you’re asking. i hope i lose so many brain cells i am declared brain dead

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@Puppy_boy09 i took like 70 i just got high

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@Lianna599751 this specific one was a staple

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

psych ward blood splatter 😛

i’m getting so creative with the tools of choice. think i hit mid-deep styro

#shtwt #suicidetwt #988twt #shedtwt

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@Lianna599751 staples, tin foil from snacks. i snuck a blade in but someone snitched

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@Olliesheart it’s cus they’re so easily accessible

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@h3110_k177y6969 text her

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

@Hairygingerlies

[lucas @lucasisuncool]

how do u kys (or at least attempt to) in a mental hospital?
like what are my options here ive been here too long and it’s never gonna get better

#suicidetwt #988twt #shtwt