Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋

cw 51,1kg ^ gw 50kg ^ bmi 18,9 // vampire suffering from an ED || twt is my diary // I block freely

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

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🍴 #edrtwt . . #venttwt

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I can fit my fingers a bit over halfway up my forearm. I don't see a difference, but to think that I once struggled to wrap my fingers around my wrist properly..

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I might watch SpongeBob tomorrow just because I need some joy in my life

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

My mom would probably kill me, but I'd love to stretch my ears maybe... 👀👀👀

[bea @beas5_]

i think edtt mix up DISORDERED EATING with actual eds. a lot of restrictive diets are disordered but it doesnt mean u have an eating disorder formally ykwim .

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

Saw an extremely underweight woman on my way home and got triggered, I feel like a bad person lol

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

Ate 752c, burned 568c! 184 net calories I guess 😛

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I have taken 7 shits since I took laxatives 😂😂😛

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

@fagcutter69 Hi hi hi long lost oomf, welcome back

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I've been bmi 19 for so long, I haven't really processed that I'm in the 18s for the first time.

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I really wanna burn it all off, but I know how it makes me feel physically, and I don't wanna do that shit right now 💔

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I stopped myself from eating the entire bag of chips, I guess that's good, but I also could've just not eaten it at all.

[ᛝ 𝘺𝘶𝘬𝘬𝘪 🔪ᵎᵎ edrtwt ꒷꒦ @pervyuyu]

eating disorder AND gender dysphoria... the ultimate "hating your body" duo

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I ate 210 calories for breakfast, and I just burned it off. I'm thinking of maybe fasting for the rest of the day or skipping dinner to eat chips 😂 I'm never gonna be skinny

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I weigh the exact same, 51,1 kg.. I'm glad I didn't gain, but I really have to lose some fucking weight 💔

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

@bayharborsc0tt YOU CAN DO THIS!! You absolutely deserve recovery, I wish you the BEST of luck❤️

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

It's 4 am, I don't even know if I've slept yet, but I feel terrible. Gonna try and take my laxatives properly next time I do it.

[silver of shedtwt @gayassaries]

how it feels barely fasting and being on shEDtwt 😭😭😭

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I really, really hope I get to weigh myself tomorrow, but I'm so scared of what I'll see on the scale. Guys, hold my hand in the morning, I'm gonna need it.

[may @maybellinaa]

body dysmorphia is funny because one second u think u look okay and the next second ur gluttonous and big

[Lucien ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @lucryptiv]

I kinda forgot how terrible laxatives make me feel. It's midnight and I'm stuck on the toilet, butthole burns helplp