Lu 💫

my tranquility needs to be refurbished // she/her

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

God my anxiety is through the roof today I am not doing well

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I really would like to be asleep right now but instead im waiting for an ambulance. Happy days

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

God I had a really bad day today and then we got some really good news but Ross is in a really tough place right now so we didn’t really get a chance to be happy about the news and I’m a bit deflated ngl

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I’ve got a consultation for some counselling in a bit and I’m so scared idk why

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

And I have to rewatch the first season with him cba

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I decided today I wanted to rewatch the walking dead so I watched the first season and then Ross came in and said oh I wanna watch that I’ve never seen it before and I was really looking forward to smashing it while I’m off and now I can’t

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

Tried to sleep but then i started thinking about work and stressed myself out and now I feel anxious and bad

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I literally haven’t spoken to anyone in days and my mams not answering and my boyfriends not answering and I’m just a bit lonely

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

So weird that I turn 26 tomorrow

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

Just put in for loads of overtime this month which I know I’m gonna regret but I need moneyyyy

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

The video of Aaron bushnell has really shaken me to my core. I believe in and agree with every word he said but seeing that is something else

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

Can you believe I found this in a pile of rubbish on the street ???? I’m obsessed

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I need to go buy some food but it’s absolutely freezing and I cba

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

Had like a lot a lot to do today and I still need to go to the shop to get some last minute bits for the in laws, wrap them and wash my hair Cba

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I’ve been off work for a while and tomorrow is my first day back and I’m so so anxious about it and I can’t sleep and I don’t wanna

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I am not cut out to work in the office every day it massively affects my mental health but I’ve been waiting for them to give me my computer for 5 weeks now and it’s still not ready so I can’t work from home yet

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I’ve been rewatching loads of stuff but now idk whether to rewatch gossip girl or Gilmore girls

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

Well I was gonna go to bed and then the family drama decided to kick off randomly so I’ve had a sob on the phone with Ross and now I’m gonna have a dreadful night

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

I finally got to see barbie and I absolutely loved it it was an incredible movie

[Lu 💫 @lucyheslop98]

The bus decided to leave early so I had to walk into work and I’m sweating so much my hair is actually damp like that’s not a good start to the day