this is my last summer being a teenager and i’m wasting it
i got broken up with and im probably not going to get the results i need to go to uni and im still fat !!!!
idk what to do it’s not like he cheated he’s literally just too mentally ill and doesn’t know who he is and like i’m also too mentally ill but i want him
i feel myself getting dumber. i have to think before i speak now because my words get jumbled up. i forget things so easily. i can't focus. i mix things up all the time
we’ve been in japan for 3 days now and we’ve walked sooo much, plus i’m not eating a lot because we’re so busy 😼 there isn’t a scale in the hotel room though so i can’t see if ive lost weight D:
when i try and say something helpful he says to stop acting like a therapist because he needs
a friend or he interrupts me before i can even finish my point to say im not helping
it’s insanely hot i’m actually dying 😭 i still have to exercise though because my prom is next week and im going away 2 days after that so im just waiting until the evening to do it