¨༺Lottie༻¨

ღ21ღ scared of posting incase I am found by irls but doing it anyway ⟡ 2/15 til cgw time to start again

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdecember accountability thread୨ৎ•~

[stocking of twt ★ @sweet_stockingg]

i keep seeing apple hate
rt if u love apples 😍😍❤❤❤❤❤

[cherry ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚⋆ @S0ulGhoul]

it’s so hard to stay hopeful ૮(◞ ‸ ◟ )ა

[evie･☆ *.☽ @mtndew0kitty]

"Oh you have an eating disorder? Just eat lol"

Yeah bitch, thats the problem. All I do is fucking EAT

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

I’m literally so fat I’m so embarrassed to even come online anymore everyone on here is so tiny and constantly losing and I have gained so much and I just feel like my entire life is out of control and I can’t even control this one thing I am so pathetic sorry guys xoxo

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

god I really hate being an emotional eater, I wish I was one of those people who starved when they were stressed, I just had a really difficult conversation and have binged the whole evening :( nothing feels good all I fell is guilt I hate everything

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

@petalspig girl I completely get you I am in the exact same spot rn </3 we can do this, we are locking in! binging begone

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdec 16୨ৎ•~
847 cal ate
57 burnt
Total: 790 cal

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdecember accountability thread୨ৎ•~

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdec 15୨ৎ•~
773 cal ate
40 burnt
Total: 733 cal

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdec 13+14୨ৎ•~
..what happened in terms of caloric intake this weekend cannot be spoken of.. I’m embarrassed and ashamed..

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

@Lyn_hagg I think the fact you’re only giving yourself a 329cal budget may be where some issues comes in, if you’re used to eating 4k+ your body is not going to react well to switching to such a small amount idk

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdec 12୨ৎ•~
968 cal ate
320 burnt
Total: 649cal
oops 😔 mono tho..

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdec 11୨ৎ•~
521 cal ate
143 burnt
Total: 378cal

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdec 10୨ৎ•~
403 cal ate
152 burnt
Total: 251cal

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdec 9୨ৎ•~
451 cal ate
273 burnt
Total: 178cal

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

~•୨ৎdec 8୨ৎ•~
272 cal ate
8 burnt (I did not leave the house like I had planned..)
Total: 264 cal

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

all I want is a sweet chocolatey pastry :(

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

like.. I had an amazing time and my friends are so sweet for going out of their way to make it all for me I’m just so upset like what possessed me to stuff my gob the way I did.. I’m going to die fat and it’s all my own fault I can never shut my mouth

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

I feel like I’ve ruined all my progress after tonight :( I don’t even know if I had made any but now it’s solidified in my head that if I had, it’s ruined

[¨༺Lottie༻¨ @lukewarmbun]

@lucathestar333 omg they’re so freaking cute!!