Realizing part of my AuDHD is that I’m not competitive at all.
I never cared about being better than anyone.
I just wanted to understand things.
Do my work well.
Be left alone.
Meanwhile everybody else seemed very focused on winning, ranking, networking, outperforming.
I was over here like… are we not just trying to do the job right??
Now it makes sense.
My brain was focused on the task.
Everyone else was focused on the game.
And I did not even realize there was a game.
Zero debt
7-8 hours of sleep each night
Low body fat %
Nutrition is dialled
Mental health on track ✔️
Zero liquor and always hydrated
This was my peak. (I was 8 years old)
Mentally I’m going to win
Physically I’m going to win
Emotionally I’m going to win
Financially I’m going to win
In my life… I’m going to win
Speak this reality into existence until your habits catch up