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𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧, 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧; 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬, 𝐝𝐮’𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞

[🧃 @jigar_042]

there’s a very specific loneliness that comes from having so much to say and nobody you feel like saying it to

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Gantikan kesakitan yang ku alami selama ini dengan segala perkara yang dapat membahagiakan aku di dunia dan di akhirat.

Bimbing aku ke jalanMy ya Allah.
Sesungguhnya aku hambaMu yang berdosa.
Semoga hari-hariku dipermudahkan olehMu. Limpahkanlah rezeki kecukupan buatku.

آمِينَ

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Peluk aku ya اللَّه.
Ketika aku tak dapat mengawal diri aku seteruk itu lagi, peluk lah aku. Bimbing hambaMu ini.

Aku sedar aku tidak seharusnya sedikit pun berharap pada manusia ciptaan Mu. Kuatkan jati diriku, berikan aku semangat untuk meneruskan hidup untukMu.

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Ya اللَّه, please heal the part of myself that I cannot discuss with anyone. آمِينْ

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

I search for peace in places where answers never came,
Trying to understand what cannot be changed.
And perhaps the hardest battle of all
Is learning to be gentle with myself.
One day, I hope I will forgive myself
For every wound I've blamed myself for bearing.

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

سَوْفَ يُنْبِتُ ٱللّٰهُ مَكَانَ ٱلْجُرْحِ زَهْرًا

Allah will cause flowers to bloom where your wounds once were

[Lerato ᥫ᭡ @Leratomdk7]

“even if you have to crawl, please make it back to yourself”🥹

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Jadikanlah bagi setiap kesedihanku suatu kelegaan, bagi setiap kesempitanku suatu jalan keluar, bagi setiap ujian suatu kesejahteraan.

Kurniakanlah rezeki kepadaku dari arah yang tidak pernah aku sangka. Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih daripada segala yang mengasihi.

آمِينَ

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Ya Allah, jika dosaku menjadi penghalang antara diriku dan kemakbulan doaku, maka ampunilah aku.

Jika dosaku menjadi sebab rezekiku menjadi sempit, maka terimalah taubatku dan luaskanlah rezekiku dengan limpah kurniaMu.

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Bersihkanlah hatiku dengan keampunan-Mu, sucikanlah jiwaku dengan rahmat-Mu, dan bukakanlah bagiku pintu-pintu kurnia serta keredaan-Mu.

Ya Allah, janganlah Engkau kembalikan aku dalam keadaan hampa, janganlah Engkau halang kebaikan yang telah Engkau tetapkan untukku.

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

You’re about to release all the pressure to be someone you’re not.

You’re going to live free from the ideas that you must follow specific timelines.

Your next chapter is coming, my friend. It’s going to be peaceful. It will be the healing you’ve always wanted.

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Your next chapter is going to be so beautiful. You’re going to breathe. You’re about to finally rest, knowing that you’ve come so far

You’re going to see why things happened the way they did. The weight on your back is about to be lifted. Soon, very soon, you’ll be smiling again

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

You’re about to build a life that you won’t have to escape from. You’re about to go on adventures that were once just dreams for you.

You’re about to grow in confidence, in your self awareness and comfortable in your own skin.

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

رَبَّنَا أَفْرِغْ عَلَيْنَا صَبْرًا وَثَبِّتْ أَقْدَامَنَا وَانْصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ

Wahai Tuhan kami, limpahkanlah kesabaran kepada kami, teguhkanlah pendirian kami, dan berilah kami kemenangan terhadap kaum yang kafir

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Starting over isn’t something neat or inspiring at first, but a confusing, chaotic, lonely process.

You might feel like a stranger in your own life, as if nothing you used to believe in makes sense anymore.

But this isn’t a failure; this is the beginning.
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[﷽ @luminousyifa]

Sometimes rebuilding yourself means completely tearing yourself down, destroying the idea you had of yourself, what you thought you wanted.

The life you’ve tried so hard to hold together – and by God yes, it does hurts. Perhaps to a point where you’d think you’d never recover.

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

They know being right and being happy are often two different choices. Experience has a way of replacing certainty with understanding.

[﷽ @luminousyifa]

One thing I’ve noticed about women with depth is that they rarely speak in absolutes. Life has humbled them too many times for that. They know good people can make terrible decisions.

They know love doesn’t always save a relationship and timing can ruin something beautiful.