Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵

An ordinary person who loves simping vtuber and football • Fan of Liverpool FC

#YNWA #FreePalestine

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Pencapaian tertinggi ngesimp vtuber luar negeri walau gw cuma silent viewer dan cuma kontribusi lewat nonton stream + ndengerin musik2nya, disamperin Eva Ananova beneran cok wkwkwkwk

Literally made my whole week no cap 🩵🩵🩵

[vey @blondq]

KATA YANG BAKAL KEPAKE PAS LAGI CHATTING ATAU SPEAKING 🇬🇧
1. I mean it : Gue serius
2. Get real : Sadar dong
3. Don’t blink : Jangan lengah
4. It’s a wrap : Yeay dah beres
5. Rise and shine : Bangun woy!
6. Keep dreaming : Mimpi aja terus
7. You got this : Lo pasti bisa
8. Give it a shot : Coba aja dulu
9. Don’t push it : Jangan kelewatan ya
10. Speak your mind : Ungkapin apa yang lo pikirin

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

@kairanyanko Masih ada beberapa yg blom gw tonton ternyata wkwkwk

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

good morning!

i hope you’re still enjoying my album!! no schedule this week, i’ll be busy preparing for my debut in svp and also taking some time to rest (it’s hard to not work on things 24/7..)

all of the nonstop grind and late nights have caught up to me…

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

@virtualternativ Ga ngaruh, ttp balik ke poin awal, di persona lama yg gw tonton suara + pembawaan karakternya itu satu kesatuan, mo dianya reinkarnasi trs pake suara asli di persona baru dia ttp bukan persona lama yg gw sukai

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Mungkin mindset gw dalam simping vtuber itu old school dan outdated ya, tapi ntah kenapa gw kayak ga bisa seenjoy itu nonton vtuber (siapapun itu) yg reinkarnasi/rebranding dari persona dia yg sebelumnya wkwkwk

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

@EvaAnanova Hell yes, queen, keep it up 🔥🤟

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Totally fucking GOATed 10/10 album, thx for Eva Ananova, she's really quite something 🤟🤟🤟

To Die For, Practice Makes Permanent, and No Monument to Mourning are my top three songs

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

and i hope you can heal from the things you don’t talk about!

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Best year ever :))

[Words @itswords_]

take me back pls

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Me, literally

[kage @sukikage_]

how it feels

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

How "nerd" are you?

wears glasses: sometimes (for fashion style)
braces: nope
reads comics: yes
listens to Japanese music: yes
reads or watches anime: yes
likes fnaf: yes
plays lol: nope
plays genshin: nope
good at math/science: nope
writes or reads fanfic: yes

[Kebun Stroberi @serandani]

How "nerd" are you?

wears glasses: yes
braces: since junior high school until senior high school (gigiku tonggos cuk gegara ngedot)
reads comics: digitally
listens to Japanese music: YES
reads or watches anime: YES
likes fnaf: no
plays lol: no
plays genshin: no
good at math/science: YESSSSSSS
writes or reads fanfic: 😏

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

That's why gw (mostly) ga akan nonton persona baru dari vtuber yg baru graduate/rebranding klo gw nonton mereka pas di persona lama mereka, karena ya simply sesuka itu aja sama Persona lama yg ditinggalin wkwkwkwk

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Karena menurut gw pribadi, sebuah persona vtuber yg terdiri model karakter + VA yg ngisi itu satu kesatuan yg ga bisa ditinggalin salah satunya, jadi klo VA-nya ga ngisi karakter itu lagi ya menurut gw persona karakter itu dah meninggal dunia aja dan ga akan ada lagi

[KODY @DiedraS6726]

new friend 🕷️

#SpiderManBrandNewDay #SpiderMan

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

this has got to be one of the best things about the album the transition scratches my brain so good

[HAHINGANG ❗❗ @hahingang_]

SukoHardjo 🔥

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

"No Monument to Mourning"

A song about acceptance of what happened, and that you can heal and find beauty in the pain you've gone through.

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

My debut album "To Die For" is OUT NOW!

Prepare for super long sappy post, also incredibly vulnerable...

Before I became a vtuber, I was very involved with the music industry and was pursuing music. The metalcore / post-hardcore / hardcore scenes meant a lot to me.

I gave up in 2023. I quit the industry and accepted that I would give up on my dreams. That industry led me through a lot of dark times, and I went through several traumatic experiences trying to live my dream.

I'll never forget, October of 2023 I quite literally had to be rescued from being held hostage. For two weeks straight I couldn't get out of bed, I didn't eat, couldn't sleep from nightmares and I was at my lowest point.

I gave up playing guitar, I gave up trying to learn how to sing, I gave up photographing, I gave up everything to do with music.

It's been a long journey of healing since then and re-kindling my passion for music. I never really felt like I would ever "heal", but writing this album genuinely healed me.

The last song I wrote was "No Monument to Mourning". It just came to me. Transient was my first song I released as Eva Ananova and it was an angry song full of hatred towards those who put me through horrible things. I wanted this song to resemble accepting what happened and learning to find the beauty in things that might not be perceived positively.

Once I finished recording for this song, and reflected on it (+ all of the other things I had been working on), I realized I have healed.

I've returned my passion for music, I started loving photography again, and I was able to view the progress I've made as an individual. I don't have nightmares anymore, and honestly I don't think about the past very often.

This album walks you through the journey of my personal struggles and how I've learned to accept and overcome what's happened.

I'll go more in depth about each song another day, but I hope if you're struggling that it can bring you a sense of peace and maybe help you find that light at the end of the tunnel.

I can't stop thinking about the time I recently spent with SVP. I don't know how people perceive me but I was told I am a very happy and smiley person. This kind of stuck with me, because I remember where I was at a few years ago, and I would've never considered myself to be happy at all.

I used to think it would never get better, but it does. I am proud that I was able to write about my struggles and create art.

I hope you cherish this release as much as I do.