The Illusion of Insanity

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #blogger #mentalhealth

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@BitchBpd Ugh! Being able to ditch my FP was the best thing that ever happened to me. Hugs! 😐😔

[The Illusion of Insanity @lusionfinsanity]

What I say: I'm watching Bandersnatch.
What I mean: I m watching Bandersnatch because I want to kill myself
#depression

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#blogging #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #MentalHealthAwareness #goals #NewYearsResolution #depression

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@emeraldqueen222 That's not being nice!!! You don't owe him anything. Hugs XX

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@StepIntoFear @AprilLynn9184 @Light_Life_Love Whoa!!!!!

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@AprilLynn9184 Passive aggressively like my retweets and spread lies about me lol

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#activationmotivationparadox #cognitivebehaviouraltherapy

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Loneliness can be self perpetuating in the absence of active intervention.

[The Illusion of Insanity @lusionfinsanity]

Loneliness can affect physical health and immunity as much as smoking! (I'm never getting medical insurance, am I?) 🙃

[The Illusion of Insanity @lusionfinsanity]

The idea that everyone is coping well, has their life sorted, and is doing great is known as the happiness myth. - @HiWoebot

[The Illusion of Insanity @lusionfinsanity]

I am doing my best and I am enjoying life and the little things and I love and am loved and the world isn't ending #affirmations

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Once again I have completed the sweeping stage and throwing out of swept up garbage.. This is as far as I seem to get. Now to get mopping

[The Illusion of Insanity @lusionfinsanity]

So I called a guy home despite being depressed as fuck because now I HAVE TO CLEAN.
Let's see how this goes.

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@FragGirl86 @oceans1966 @nonBPDspouse Oh, totally! I try to sneak up on myself like "TV TV TV oh got a little task done LOOK AT THE TV. It's like toddler brain.

[The Illusion of Insanity @lusionfinsanity]

So I've got some housework done out of desperation. Most of it is still there and it's killing me.
It's so tough to do the things that actually matter and to make things seem normal. Why is the bar so high? 😭 #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

[The Illusion of Insanity @lusionfinsanity]

@jessikatully @oceans1966 @nonBPDspouse AHH! Except for the handwriting that could totally be my list too!♥️♥️♥️ These days I don't get more than 2 or 3 things done and then I have to remind myself that I've done great. Deconditioning from the idea of "normal" is the worst.