lila ⋆˚࿔

edtwt | ♈︎♍︎♋︎ | 180cm | cgw: 65kg ugw:55kg | i dont follow back minors or sh

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

is this not insane lol

90kg > 74kg

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

@whimsicalang3l greek for sure

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

which is honestly light work if i lock in, i could lose 10

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

i bought an expensive dress for my brothers wedding and gained like 5kg since i have two months to drop down😭

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

drinking spearmint tea to debloat cause i’ve been fiber bombing my gut all week

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

my non existent ass hurts from sitting all day

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

oatmeal really is the goat it’s the only thing that truly keeps me full for hours and i eat it plain with some salt and butter too like

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

85% dark chocolate 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🍽️🍽️🍽️🍽️🍽️🍽️🍽️🍽️🍽️🍽️🍽️

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

like my luteal phase was deadass worse than when i come crashing down from a manic episode 😭

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

my first period since coming off of birth control and holy shit these hormones were jinja trying to kill me

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

my first period since coming off of birth control and holy shit these hormones were jinja trying to kill me

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

@venus_cupid0 u totally can but be aware of skinnyfatness

i gained 4kg but look skinnier bc i gained muscle instead, i lost weight purely by restricting but ended up soooo skinny fat so now im working out as well

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

@snoopyrexic it’s not that deep

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

@Anonymo123000 ty mootie ;(

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

a little over a month ago 🥲

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

God i’ll never binge again ever

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

looks weird cause i’m slightly leaning forwards to see my screen but it’s dark so u can’t rlly see that

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

goals just goals

[Maya @Mayadiet_321]

Getting rid of the skinny fat :)

And yes the weight gain is scary. It feels like a loss of control. I’ve steadily gained 6kg by now. But for the first time EVER I didn’t binge myself back up after hitting a LW.

Anyways flying home today. Can’t wait to get back to the gym!!

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

@Ls397thtoenail thinspo af

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

how does one prevent their eye whites from looking yellowish bc im gonna do some extreme restriction again soon but i rlly wanna prevent that this time 💀😭

[lila ⋆˚࿔ @luv1doll]

when the nonchalant guy from roblox that sends you money suddenly catches feelings so now i gotta find a different dude