guys . today marks one month in recovery !!!!!
that's so insane oh my god ,,,, im finally getting my life back and i can see it happening in real time
unfortunately ( or fortunately depending on how much u guys like me ) im going to attempt to use this app a lot less -
i talked to him irl for the first time since this today and it actually went really well !!! he seems to be doing well and we both still want to be friends
its what i wanted i wanted to just be friends but this is . such a big change still
i did this but im so stressed about it
wieiad 21.02.2026 & 22.02.2026
i was out all day yesterday at a friends house and then went to a party in the evening so i didnt take many photos but it was just a lot of booze and party snacks
and then i was very hungover today so didnt eat until late 😓
wieiad 21.02.2026 & 22.02.2026
i was out all day yesterday at a friends house and then went to a party in the evening so i didnt take many photos but it was just a lot of booze and party snacks
and then i was very hungover today so didnt eat until late 😓
wieiad 20.02.2026
& a lot of unpictured snacks after 11pm cause i didnt eat enough during the day so i overate a bit in the evening but thats okay its lowk my own fault for not just speaking up and eating something whilst i was out
was out with my friends all evening after work and was too scared to say anything about needing to eat and even though my brain kept telling me to keep going and not eat anything once i got home i still chose to eat !! ( & i had cookies too tehehe )
Hot take: Get your fuckin salt off the cookie.
I’ve never once in my life eaten a cookie and thought “this would be better if it had giant chunks of salt on it.”