mare

she/her 19 -5’7- i just want to be a boney sick looking girl reading a book in a cafe 🐌 #edtwt #shtwt (i don’t post sh + 5 months clean!)

[mare @luv4mare]

@milk_puppiest YASSS 06!!!!

[mare @luv4mare]

I am fat and ugly and im not who i want to be when I meet them. I hate all my clothes and I don’t want to eat the food they will be having. I’m so upset but I’m forcing myself to go. I really hope it will be okay and I’m just gonna say I already ate.

[mare @luv4mare]

I have an all or nothing mindset, so when i relapse back into my eating disorder, my ocd is off the charts. Everything i do is pre planned. I cannot change things last minute and I cannot impulsively plan stuff. Today i wanted to paint my nails, DEEP clean and organize my room,-

[mare @luv4mare]

inviting me over to his house to meet his parents and spend the day with his family for 4th of july. I am freaking out so bad because this is a huge opportunity and I don’t know the next time i’d be able to meet his parents. I said yes on a whim and cries after.-

[mare @luv4mare]

@lazylambzz Before you know it, you will have fasted the entire day! I hope this helps and lmk if you need more ideas!!

[mare @luv4mare]

@lazylambzz Watching the workers cook the greasy food in a dirty kitchen might turn you off of the food all together. Then once i’m done doordashing, i go shopping for the ingredients I need. Losing weight and not eating is genuinely just a cycle of pushing off food longer and longer.

[Hoshi @harukalvr]

how it feels liking physical intimacy but hating my body

[mare @luv4mare]

i haven’t fasted in so long that 21hrs has me eating a ketchup packet from my hot car

[mare @luv4mare]

Holy shit just found this in my camera roll. I was so locked in. I HAVE TO GET BACK TO THIS

[mare @luv4mare]

@_radcat_ @de4dname Yes honey

[nani @pesutara]

Its gonna be 70 degrees on Christmas because you guys were having esex with ai spencer reid

[tyler 🫧 @unstablebpd]

other than scrolling rn, what are u doing? where are you at? like the thought of all of you having ur own lives hit me and now I’m imagining you all over the world. so many lives and possibilities

[mare @luv4mare]

@v4in_ak1 MAY 24TH!!!!!!!!

[mare @luv4mare]

@v4in_ak1 MAY 24th!!!!!!

[mare @luv4mare]

@lokittl @pige0n24 Woah. Could you get an infection from putting that inside the cut? Hope this isn’t a stupid question