Some of us are once in a lifetime type energies. You'll never have another experience of this magnitude again. There's no upgrade after us. Only lessons and settling.
I think every woman hits that season where she's not angry anymore, just aware. You see people clearly. You move differently. You don't explain.. you just shift. That's maturity mixed with grace.
I’ll never forget my first meal in London (a coffee and a croissant) and it said 9 pounds I was like okay no biggie. Checked my credit card that shit said $17