@MXGICAE “Thankyou, I do think you chose well too. As much as you may not look French, your form still somehow suits the way you sound. And it has that edge that I think you show very well.
I originally had light brown hair, you know? And freckles. Gods, I looked as English as I sound.”
@MXGICAE “Oh I completely understand.
While I did manage to take care of anyone who may have held a grudge and I’m free to change back if I so choose, I don’t think I’m emotionally ready to see myself like that again.”
@MXGICAE “I’ve gotten so used to keeping myself like this that it doesn’t take much energy anymore, along with a spell I use to keep it the same while I sleep. If I desire to change it, I think it would take such a toll on my body I’d be back in my original one for at least a few months.”
@MXGICAE “How interesting, I’m the opposite. Transforming into another human appearance is usually quite tiring, but I’m fine with animals!
I understand you with the claws. They’re cool, but only if you can get rid of them at will.”
@MXGICAE “I’d love to hear about your breakthroughs. I remember trying to master my magic, it took so long just to be able to change my voice, let alone my whole body.”
She laughs as she reminisces on her learning mistakes.
“I one turned into a cat with a dog’s head. A weird few hours.”
@MXGICAE || there’s bus but it’s more expensive than the sushi 😭😭 my big flex is the retail park across the road with pizza hut and starbucks next to each other 🥴
@MXGICAE The witch can put herself in comas any time she likes. Or even shut her consciousness down if she wanted to simply go on ‘autopilot’. It was never a good way to cope, but it let her mind rest.
“Yes, I’ve always wanted to see what it would be like to be a ragdoll cat.”
@MXGICAE || holy shit that’s awesome 😭😭 i have a yo sushi 1.6km away which is a bit far for me to walk there and back in the dark but maybe when the days are longer i might go collect something 🥴
@MXGICAE Levi also feels alone in her struggles. She’s lost everyone in her life multiple times, so it can get overwhelming. But to have someone understand what this loss feels like is comforting.
“Gods, why do I have to be human? It’s so tiring~”
Her tone is light, almost joking.
@MXGICAE “Sometimes I know there was nothing I could do to convince her, but I’ve always hoped for an explanation. She never told me why she didn’t want to flee.
It’s unfair that everything comes to an end. It’s not right. Why must we care for temporary things?”
@MXGICAE “I struggle with guilt, even know. Would she have come if I tried harder to persuade? Could I have done more?
Loving someone just to lose them hurts too much to recover, I once thought. For years, I swore I’d never love another being again. I wouldn’t be able to, out of fear.”
@MXGICAE “I don’t think anything in life is completely fair. I planned everything out perfectly so my sister and I would be safe, and yet she chose to stay with our mother.
I will never understand why the world is so cruel as to make people care for things that are merely temporary.”
@MXGICAE “I— You know what, that’s understandable. For a significant amount of years, I put myself under a sleep spell every time my sister’s death date would arrive. I didn’t want to be conscious for it.”