He was desperately trying to hold back his feelings, but he couldn’t.😭😭 The moment he started walking slower, you could tell the emotions had already hit him for real. He wasn’t just walking he was fighting with his feelings! arguing with himself 😭😭😭
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phi aof: if you ask me which scene is my fav scene, the answer would probably be the continuous sequence starting from the wall-climbing scene, eating roti, all the way to the final scene of the ep. we’ve seen many viewers talk about having similar feelings, such as “like drowning,” “suffocated,” “unable to breathe.” in fact those are exactly the feelings we wanted tanrak to experience during that period of time.
i have to admit that when i watched the first draft cut of this scene, the moment the final frame appeared, tears suddenly started flowing. not bc of straightforward sadness but bc of the suffocation, the confusion and the emotional burden that tanrak was carrying. when writing the script, i could somewhat predict that this scene would work on viewers to a certain degree. but after seeing fourth bring it to life, it went much further than i had imagined (🥺👏🏻👏🏻)
many of the feelings that existed in the script were expanded through the character’s eyes, facial expressions and silence, until they became another emotion entirely, one even more powerful than before
in a holy place where doors are supposed to left open for access to gods presence, tanrak closes his and seeks out privacy succumb to his desires just wow
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CRAZY SCENE because tanrak walks inside that bathroom and he tries to wash it off but he sees himself in that mirror and it all comes back to him, he looks at himself and he witnesses all that his body and mind can do to himself so once again he turns his back to the truth, but not only himself anymore he’s been watched by all the imageries, saints, pictures and crosses on the physical space of the seminar so he locks himself inside a private room, the only place he can’t be seen nor watched, guilty induce, shame rooting, “dirty placed” he finds a release
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