actually.. no matter what excuses he has or whatever he’s going through.. him not communicating with me, him not considering all the worries i’ve told him, his actions not matching AT ALL his words, him not wanting to meet me… yeah man, maybe to another one
i’m done !!!❤️❤️☺️☺️
but truly, i need to understand. i’m the most fucking autistic person, if i don’t get an answer on something i don’t understand it’ll create me a fucking mental disease in 10 years. respectfully, Ren
i’m announcing yall that i’m breaking no contact tonight haha 🤡🤡i will say “when can we hang out” so i can break up properly with him face to face and be even more of a clown than i already am. letter to myself : please be aware that you were at peace with his de vision at
i know this is not aligned with the self respect i thought i had, i know it sounds like im begging or whatever u could think, im still aware of all his red flags, i know it’s useless in every way but i wanna do it for myself first and foremost. he might break even more my heart
No one wants to hear this but sometimes it’s your fault. Your life isn’t good and it’s your fault. You made bad decisions/ choices and sadly, these are the consequences of your actions.