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𐙚 ed diary | 19 | ♡

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

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`· . #edtwt intro ⋆
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𐙚⋆ 17 .ᐟ ana .ᐟ she/her
𐙚⋆ gw 38 .ᐟ ugw & lw 34
𐙚⋆ 154cm
𐙚⋆ pro recovery
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♡︎ or ↻ to be moots

[ayesha ⋆˚꩜ @sapphirecigz]

staring into the mirror and realizing after all the skipped meals, the millions of steps, the brutal workouts, the failed classes, and every single sacrifice i’ve made, i’m still chopped, dumb, and just painfully average

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

i quit vaping 3 months ago and i wanna go back to it now cuz i feel like it helped me restrict better it was like a little calorie free sweet treat

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

no one told me starving at 19 would be basically impossible compared to when ur like 12-16

[† 𝖒𝖎𝖓 @wastedwannabe]

oh, to be young, new to edtwt, in the honeymoon phase, 500cal intake, fasting for days, 20k steps a day, dropping daily...

[ally 🎧 @calspoz]

how i feel logging back into edtwt every couple months

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@fallingskulls your hair is gorgeous

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@fleur_peta5140 omg i miss u take care as well 🤍

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

weighed in at 46.2kg, i haven’t weighed this much since i was about 12

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@realifefairy_ outlaster, bloxy bingo, epic mini games, colour escape, blade ball, mm2

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@vanicebitchh of course love !!

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

:¨ ·.· ¨:
`· . #edtwt intro ⋆
────୨ৎ────
𐙚⋆ 17 .ᐟ ana .ᐟ she/her
𐙚⋆ gw 38 .ᐟ ugw & lw 34
𐙚⋆ 154cm
𐙚⋆ pro recovery
────୨ৎ────
♡︎ or ↻ to be moots

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

why do i ALWAYS gain weight in summer and re-lose it in winter why can’t i be skinny all year round

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@lucvllv sorry to disappoint 😞

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

im back and so ready to lock in

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@jimmy_edtwt IM OKAY HOW R U so low in energy today tho im on my period 💔

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

i am on my period though, hopefully in a few days it goes down cuz there’s NO way im that heavy

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@realifefairy_ you too it’s literally so heartbreaking

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@realifefairy_ honestly i’ve just been working sm and been so stressed out and binging a lot, and i was embarrassed bc i gained like 6kg or somerhjng so i didn’t wanna come on here but i wanna lose it all again cuz yk it’s the 1st xx

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@realifefairy_ HI I MISSED U BAE

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@jimmy_edtwt REALLYYY HAHAHA HIIII

[em ౨ৎ ⋆ @luvlosing]

@creamsmoothiee type 2 🙏