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she/her
20
Nr. 1 tlou/ silent hill lover + stoner
Love being a Pirat 💾

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I love watching the second last bojack episode. Fucking emotional sigh

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I looked at the therapist like a kicked dog, looking for his approvals to my words. Told him how I would kms, i know he lying. „That’s rough“. Bitch IK you’re lying to me. Telling me what I want to hear bcs it’s your job UGHHH

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Chat gibitty I don’t have any will to live

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I am fucking losing my shit omg. I just want to die BUT I FUCKING CANT KILL MYSELF 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔥🔥🔥 #HEALING

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About to get some psychological help, might gonna get antidepressants but scared that My derealisation issues get worse cuz I heard a lot that they make you feel numb and shit uhh.. # I still wanna cum after getting medicated

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Feel like crying and screaming all day but I can’t so I force myself to drink some whisky but it’s nasty af 😞😞

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Wait actually gender crises 2.0 I’m going to cry

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Wanna get high as shit and watch him play Miami hotline 2 all night

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How did my algorithm change from edtwt to smt like an fat fetish side??

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Did a spell jar for me for a person very dear to me and now my thoughts are all over the place. Wondering if I fucked up bad now cuz I couldn’t concentrate

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I hate that I can’t help my friends with their problems.. feel so useless and stupid. Wish I can help them at some point. Love them so much ughhh.. miau Kuss

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I binged a shit tone of snacks all over the day and now I feel like throwing up + like cutting myself + like crying + like mastrubating

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Warum wollen mich alle tot sehen

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Hate sharing the people I care about but being poly sounds fun in my head

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Ughh fuck I’m still in love with him. Wanna make out and shit and AAAAAASAASAAAAA I’m gonna kill everokye

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Wanna eat some pussy sigh

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Wondering for a while now if I have like some weak form of ocd or smt like that. Hopefully get some psychological help soon, wonder what they get out of me, feeling stupid for hoping I have some form of illness but ik smts wrong w me

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I know I’m just drunk but I hate my whole fucking existence. I hate breathing, eating, sleeping, needing to take care of me. I’m so sick of being like an fucking tamagotchi I don’t want to take care of

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I would be so much more then a better gf but I just have platonic feelings. I’ll pay for her, I know what she likes, in certain situations she told me she could never act like that in front of her gf LMAO. Never would make her cry LOVE HER 🫶🏻

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My besties gf gotta die