angel eyes

Tweeting from the bottom of the ocean.

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

when do i get to the part where the light glows golden, the part where i stumble into your arms. right now it’s all broken glass and grit in my mouth, frigid fingers clawing at the concrete and blood. so much blood.

[𝔬𝔯𝔭𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔢𝔡𝔰𝔨𝔶 @orphanedsky]

Holding hands with the sky and the trees.

[🧛🏻‍♀️🎀 @queenofwands_xx]

heavenly bodies & a cherry on top.

[gender of the day @genderoftheday]

Today's gender is tiredness and the sound of church bells.

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

you dig your teeth into me, rip and tear, but tell me my blood is so sweet in your mouth and I like to think that that’s what I’m good for, being sweet..

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

you folded and tempered me into this, this sharp and aching thing, and you’re surprised when I leave you bleeding. Baby, isn’t that what you wanted?

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

your fingertips cool and sliding down my wrist, the pool of a street light and the way we held hands like scared children, like we knew, any moment, one of us would disappear

[pluto @allsska]

why must i cry over the things that have ruined me? i’m afraid of my pain and my rage - what else do I have? what else do I have to give?

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

you were all sunrise colors smeared across my horizons, and it was so beautiful that for a moment I forgot the sun always sets, too

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

i am a thing with hollow eyes and too many teeth, crowded close and crooked in my mouth. Maybe that’s why my words always come out a little slurred. Maybe that’s why you failed to understand

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

everything aches today but it doesn’t matter. I’m bleeding but it doesn’t matter. Tripping over broken pavement, scraping my knees, reaching, reaching

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

my heart is a mangled, Sharp edged thing. i’m so sorry it left scars on your fingertips. I told you not to reach for it in the first place.

[𝔬𝔯𝔭𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔢𝔡𝔰𝔨𝔶 @orphanedsky]

Painting stars on your hands so everything you touch turns to light.

[𝔬𝔯𝔭𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔢𝔡𝔰𝔨𝔶 @orphanedsky]

I still care but the color of the sky has changed.

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

I convince myself that I don’t miss you. I don’t even remember the silk of your voice, the way it softened when you said my name. I just miss not being alone, that’s all.

[pluto @allsska]

i hate that i want to be desired. i wanted to reject it, convince myself i’m better off without it. but i want to be wanted. to be thought of in the quiet of the night, and in the cacophony of the world. i want someone to look at me and fucking see me

[pluto @allsska]

i can’t seem to romanticize things anymore. i don’t want this constant dread of reality, I want movie scene hues and soundtracks, and see beautiful things in slow motion. i want stupid inner monologues and falling in love at first sight. i just don’t know where to look.

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

you met me, and told me I was easy to love, and I tossed my head back with reckless abandon, laughed even as I took both your hands. oh honey, nothing about loving me will ever be easy.

[W❍LF @babybadwolf]

Sometimes even being held is unbearable when you know you’re more of a knife than a body

[angel eyes @lvesickscorpio]

maybe i lash out when i’m hurting, but what else would you expect from a cornered animal? how can you expect dignity from a thing that you’ve taught, over and over, to anticipate pain. the instinct to hurt is a raw, primitive buzz in the back of my skull when i see your name.

[pluto @allsska]

the times i am honest with others are rare, but when I am I peel off my skin and say “look at me, this is me hurting. i’m in pain, where do I put all of this down?” and then the world shrinks back and says “we are all in pain. hold it.”