~new intro~
☆~ i go by luka or leaf
☆~ shedtwt, qsmptwt, and ventwt
☆~ basic dni criteria + -13 dni
☆~ i’m a minor so pls don’t be creepy ^w^
☆~ cw: 103lbs, gw, 90lbs
☆~ have a good day, evening, or night~!
hey guys just wanted to post one more thing,
i am leaving edtwt completely cause @ghostzcals decided to talk about my eating disorder and self harm behind my back which caused other parents to get involved and get me in semi trouble.
i’m logging out of this account for good bye
another god damn bruise
i don’t know when this one happened but it does hurt
my right hand is also swollenㅠㅠ
everything hurts and i feel like i’m not doing as good as i could be
i feel so fat
like i burned off a lot of calories today which helped my net be under my limit but i think my actual intake was 1,000 smth
i dont like how bloated i am but i have to remind myself that human body’s look different
it’s so hard i’m so unhappy:(
hey guys
i’m going to try to recover for colorguard
i am not preforming the best i can because i’m so shakey and weak rn
i want to do my best so i can be in competitions and in order to do that i have to better my health:/
i hate how i’ve stated to dread seeing my bf…
like i just wanna get seeing him over with so i don’t get too attached again and end up getting hurt like i always do when his mom gets in the way… :/