nia ❀

₊˚ପ my little diary ⊹ @lvl809

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

໒꒱ ‧₊˚ not new to #edtwt, redoing my intro!!

ꕤ nia, 16, he/she
— ednos + junkorexic
ꕤ sw:63.5 gw:45 ugw:40
— pro recov, not fatphobic
ꕤ looking for moots + friends!
— very active!! pls interact w me :c

https://t.co/E85U2E0vfF

♡︎ / ↻ to be moots!! ໒꒰ྀི ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ꒱ྀིა

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

need to go to therapy rn please

[megara☆૮ › ༝ ‹ ྀა @bunnichica]

does anyone else get triggered by ppl around u mentioning they’re cold and noticing you’re not??

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

call me erikthelectric for how fast ill be inhaling this

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

why did i never take bcs at my lw… or at any weight… now that im fat i dont even remember what i used to look like

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

what if i just gave up entirely

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

i hate how i gained 16kg. idk what to do atp.

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

im crying everyday why cant the therapy waitlist go by faster

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

starting to c/s its been a while

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

@POPSTARKlRBY OMG IM SO LATE BUT HI VEN !!!!!! ITS BEEN SO LONG HOW ARE YOU

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

no way my brother saw me studying biology and went “carbs? but dont you have an eating disorder or smth”

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

@wxnyism THE WAY I WAS JUST STANDING THERE LIKE 🧍 WHAT

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

@ashlylovley cry id be so happy

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

@_AppleJuiceBoy the realest thing (also went through recov for 2 months only to relapse a few weeks ago 💀)

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

IM GOING TO KMS IS THAT WHAT IM GOING TO BE KNOWN AS FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE???? HES TEN GODDAMMIT

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

might come on here every now and then but rn i’m in a mental state where itd be best if i dont scroll on social media </3 love you guys !!

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

@saturexic im ngl it depends 💀 LIKE SOMETIMES IM HAPPY I TRIED TO RECOV BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM SO TERRIFIED TO CHECK MY WEIGHT AGAIN

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

should i do the get worse diet again (for the 3rd time)

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

@rumiberrii HI RUMI SORRY I WASNT ABLE TO SEE THIS UNTIL NOW BUT YES 😞 the past two months were the worst ive been in forever but thank you! in trying to push through 😞

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

so frustrated man

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

to think i was almost 40kg…. my ugw. and then i let myself go and gained 14kg.

[nia ❀ @lvl908]

@rumiberrii bro that looks so good rumi????