Oh yeah nvm screw the avoidant bunny girl who didn't bother to text my wife a single time after we stopped talking but said "i still want to date you guys" oh really
Just had a call with previous girl crush, I do want to be a friend. She talked about how happy she was while visiting friends, my heart felt warm and I smiled sincerely.
I think this is what life is at the end of the day
People and particularly kids internalize the fuck out of everything. Watching your mom, who used to have to tenderly care for your sensitive baby body daily, start to just not be there in the ways you need her anymore for reasons you can't understand.
How sad is it that my mom has always loved me dearly and wanted so desperately to protect and nurture me and yet I still developed the need to simulate what was always just out of reach because of the evil men in our lives