Update: Now living in one of the seasons that I was longing for. God has proven to me that he does things that exceed what we can ask for or imagine. - Trust God with time♥️
I would tell the younger version of me to not be afraid of what is ahead but instead know that God would be with you. God will keep you & you will never be without him.❤️
Resilience (your ability to recover from difficulties) is not "not being affected by what you're going through".
It's looking for, finding and USING resources to support your well-being.
Just because you did not immediately start performing @ a high level does not mean that you cannot progressively get there or eventually pick up your pace.
Give God every "thing" that feels heavy. Talking to him about it will give you rest for your soul. Let him teach you what & how to carry it. God will always prepare help for what he calls you to do. Thank him for preparing help for you & ask him to help you see it.