Kalau nyatanya belum siap nerima orang baru ya jangan maksain, jangan pura2, jangan denial kalau emang masih kangen sama yang lama. Stop jadiin orang lain sebagai pelampiasan doang, emang u mau diperlakukan begitu?
happy in public, stressed in private, it's okay. there is twitter who wants to hear your story and don't worry. Allah is with you and Allah never leaves you.