thinking about rocky who researches on the computer grace gave him for ways to have sex without touching, so the next time grace gets worked up, rocky goes "grace do as rocky says."
grace goes "was that a question or a statement?" and rocky goes, "was command."
Stone me if this is a bad take but I genuinely think that for Grace the worst part about regaining his memory and realizing he never went on the mission willingly wasn’t reliving losing his autonomy of will, it was realizing that he was not the brave man he thought he was