need to figure out how to hide more stuff in my fridge now great. stupid reta why does it need to be refrigerated bc like i don’t want my family finding out and i managed to hide a little vial in there just about but now how am i meant to hide a damn pen. and i have TWO ffs
really scared though bc i’m going vegas end of this month and i just know im gonna be drinking the entire week plus idk man the food over there in the states just scares me so what if i lose all the progress i’ve made these past few weeks i might just kms
the main thing that gets me through when seeing how long changing your body really takes is the saying of “the time will pass anyway”. like if id said to 2023 me that it’s gna take 3 years to get Almost where i wanna be and i just didn’t bother/gave up then i STILL would be 100kg
2025 was such a disappointment though, just maintaining for most of it then gaining towards the end of the year then having to lose it all again and then more in 2026 jeez it’s been a tough ride bruh but we’re so almost there and getting closer each day
now hold on a second damn i really have not updated my profile in so long bc why is my pinned a tweet from literally a year ago, also i’m 23 now and also thank fuck cw is not 73 anymore lol. and i rly don’t like that pfp either. gonna give it a revamp i reckon xx
i seriously need to focus on recomp tho bc i NEED to get rid of the flabby arms and actually build some muscle there, still need to work on my core strength, wanna start training chest bc i don’t want saggy tits (they’re already sagging) and i need to grow my glutes. UGH
anyway i do need to take some more progress pics bc i actually haven’t taken any for a while, but im currently at 66kg again fucking finally and now i just gotta power through to reach 58kg as soon as bloody possible im sick of being so close yet so far from my gw
so now i’m like finally back to where i was about a year ago but that means that instead of having made more progress from that point im just back to that same point so essentially im a full damn year behind on where i could’ve been