mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲

punk junkorexic | I can and will overshare with the internet |
fatphobes DNF | shedtwt/burntwt | genuinely insane

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

it's a hard situation, I spent so much of my life mourning a father I never really had in the first place, even when he was alive, he and my mother were separated. I can count the memories I have with him on my hands. and yet I spent years, so many years crying over his death.

[mimi :3 @smalltiddyemogf]

im probably a lolcow to the people I used to go to high school with

[⋆˚࿔ Kiny 𖤐 @invaderkiny]

I hate this idea, not every problem is temporary and some people commit suicide because it's the only way out, saying that downplays people with PERMANENT problems and their feelings, it also paints people who have committed suicide as weak cause they couldn't handle it

[☆ zephyr ＞＿＜ 🩵s eli @tinysoup13]

jaiden animations was the kickstarter LOL

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

and it's not like they even give a fuck so I really don't see why they ah e to be all up in my fucking business like nobody fucking cares till u start doing shit that they see,. they font give a sine fuck how I avtuallyfwwl they just dont want me doing the one thing that helps .e

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

I understand why but I hare that cutting urseld is such a taboo thing like I genuinely think the only reason I haven't killed myself yet is cuz I cam just cut myself and get over it

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

but no I so much as scratch myawld and I've got 3 peoplw going "howd that happen 🤨" like yeha I 100% did it intentionally but fuck off genuinely

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

I'd just been so mentally fucked up recently and constantly binge eating to make up for it and I'm still extremely mentally fucked up but not overeating too bad, crazy how easy it is to not eat if u actually just busy yourself

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

I was unironically in a better headspace back when I was super active on here and starving myself than I have in these last 2 months

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

I miss talking to people. I've never been an overly social person but ever since my best friend went off to college I just sit around at home and talk to no one everyday. I don't even know how to talk to people anymore, I feel like I've lost all of my personality and humor

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

I miss who I was 2 years ago

[star ! ୨୧ @starzvation]

i cant express how hard i felt this

[＞＜ 🪅 lil kane ⸝⸝ @sorbetki]

i shoulda jus killed myself at 12 ngl

[mars/macie || 🇵🇸🇦🇲 @m3thatonin]

"would you eat this to reach ur ugw" *insert mid but not revolting meal* like yeah bro I'll be fine