I made mistakes and used "just enjoying life" as an excuse to make myself feel better. And when I got trapped with my own wrong actions, that's when I realized I enjoyed life the wrong way.
Growing up, i had a better view of the world because of the fable and fairy tale stories I read before I sleep. Now that I am grown, little did I know that we are living in a world where the villains prevail more than the heroes. 🫣
I wanted to spend my day-off doing something productive. But I was so tired on my previous shift that I ended up sleeping for 17 hours. And the bottomline is I am still tired. Lol