Most people: "oh no, something disrupted my routine. Guess I'll have to do things differently today haha."
Me: "oh no, something disrupted my routine. Guess I'll have to do nothing and feel guilt and shame about doing nothing all day today haha."
‘But you don’t understand,’ I said, ‘my whole life is like that.
I see something that I mean to do and then I don’t do it.
It’s not only trivial things like the cough drop; it’s big things, too.’”