The autistic experience of walking into a room as your authentic self and immediately being singled out, judged, or excluded before you've done a single thing.
Being an autistic girl is wild. I have been the quiet girl and I have been the girl who can't stop talking. I have been the weird girl everyone ignores and the cool girl everyone loves. Ive been asked out as a joke and I've had strangers think I'm their soulmate. I've been the weird unfunny kid and I've made whole rooms laugh. Ive seen it all
The saddest part of autism wasn't being left out.
It was becoming so used to it that I started leaving myself out before anyone else even had the chance.
Being attractive but autistic means people are attracted to me irl but lose interest due to me being unable to text “properly” because I don’t have the snapchat/ig dm script.
ever since i was a little girl i have always wondered why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me why me
I am literally a full grown adult, still stuck with the exact same nervous system of the autistic kid on the playground with no friends, and the same echo still in my heart saying "nobody wants me"