ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱

🔪   `ᶻz`   Traumagenic System
⊂   aka Valerian   :3   he/him/his +
╰┈➤ Polyfragmented DID, ASPD
26 .ᐟ Queer .ᐟ T4T ── .✦

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

Having teen brained alters is great because it’s like time travel (I’m trapped in the height of my trauma)

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

Say less

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

1 like and I will kill myself

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

Oh boy it is my daily stalking my EP time

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

Mfw I can't feel anything deeply and every emotion is fleeting and my thoughts are constantly scattered and I spend my entire day struggling with derealisation and my problem solving skills have been completely erased and it explains & lines up timeline wise with my Cfs diagnosis

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

Mfw years in the care of someone with munchausens syndrome by proxy who got his kicks from having me on antipsychotics catch up to me and I realise I have probably been legitimately chemically lobotomised

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

Idgaf

*vomits from anxiety*

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

Being down bad is great until it makes you want to kill yourself every time you get a text and it’s not them

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

Having sexual trauma is annoying because I have to show you a slideshow before I let you give me head

[miia @miiagarro]

"all women do is use men"

never in my life have i found a man useful

[ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Val .ᐟ ꒱ @macrodermaa]

I prefer talking in person so I can beat you when I disagree with you